Christmas – what do I really want from Christmas? What does
my family want from Christmas? What will Christmas look like this year?
To find these answers I looked back at all the christmas’ –
the small, the big, the lonely, the crowded, the fun, the sad – the good, the
bad and the ugly.
There have been some great ones and some very average ones.
What made the great ones great and the average ones
average? Family!!!!
My early Christmas celebrations were very simple and filled
with love. My parents are German and we have always celebrated on Christmas eve
– Simple, family orientated and fun. We
always had gifts but nothing over the top, there was always plenty of food but
not over the top and we always had love – plenty of it.
So when did things change – obviously when I married things
did change but not greatly. My In laws are from Belgium and as with my family
there weren’t many of us (Mum and dad and 2 sisters on both sides). Christmas for
both sides of the family has always been about being together and enjoying each
other’s company. So when did it change? As
our families grew and we need to accommodation other in-laws, as our finances
grew and we took Christmas to a new level (more money on gifts, more money on
food). Bit of a pattern here – when we
took away the simple is when Christmas started to loose some of it’s glitz for
me. There are some memories of when it
was really obscene the amount of gifts that we purchased for so few…. Yes I was
to blame too.
I was much happier when it was simple. That’s what I am
aiming for. Quality not quantity.
This year things will be different. It will be sad – my first
Christmas without my big sister. So what does that mean – we usually don’t
spend Christmas together anymore – we have in law responsibilities and well I
don’t like the Gold coast at Christmas (too hot and too busy), we have dad to
consider and moving him is too difficult.
One of the last Christmas we had together was a Christmas in
July and it was great - simple and fun
together.
Ok back on track – Christmas 2012 will be different. LOML,
Merman and I usually spend every second year with LOML’s family and then the
other year by ourselves. This year it was LOML’s family’s turn which in itself
caused a few problems but LOML has said that considering the circumstances that
we will go to my dad for Christmas. So it is 2 weeks on the Gold coast for us.
I am so very glad because I need to be with dad.
There were a few things to consider with LOML’s family this
year – His niece usually hosts Christmas lunch because they had a pool and
bigger place plus then her husband’s family all come too (his parents have 15
brothers between them, then you add in the grandparents, kids and who there are
heaps and heaps of people). This year one of the other uncles wanted to host
Christmas – which is only fair. So this
year LOML’s family get together will be a bit earlier and will go back to being
smaller, easier, simpler and probably more fun.
As it turns out I will be getting my wish for a simpler Christmas.
For me this Christmas will be different and very important –
I need to step up and look after Dad. I’ve got plans and I will make sure we
all have a good time. I am organising Christmas
eve for dad in the aged care facility (he doesn’t like eating out) so it will a
nice quiet, simple time. Keeping some of
the family traditions going – Christmas eve, small presents, being together.
A time for reflection and a time for being together.
PS, My sister loved
Christmas and up until a few years ago was right into decorating the house with
Christmas lights – in a major way. She
actually won the novice Gold Coast award for Christmas lights. I have fantastic memories of Christmas and
the lights. 
